'tis ridiculous how often I think about him.

Everything I do, everywhere I go, everything I see reminds me of him.

I'm also amazed at how well I remember his words.

Maybe it's because everything he said struck into my heart.

When I was standing behnd a truck I was thinking: if it crushes me now, would he come save me?

When I was walking thru the market, I thot: edward couldnt come to the market coz there's too much blood around.

When I was listening to 'nobody', I thot: I want nobody, nobody but EDWARD.  ~_~

sigh,,, I wonder when this 'twilight' hysteria would stop.

My reading speed is getting faster too, it has taken me much shorter to read 'new moon' than it took for 'twilight'

sigh,,, I am emotionally trapped in a fictional world =_=